| Location | Essex |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Death | 08/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 784 since 26/09/2008 |
| Creator |
To my baby that i never got to hold. when me and daddy found out that you were growing in my belly
we were so happy and couldnt talk about any thing else. we didint no if you would be a boy or a girl
so as a tempory name we called you the bean which suited you well as this was about the size you
were we wanted you so much. we thought of all the things we had to look forward to like our first
meeting when you would have come into this world, our first kiss and cuddle how we could watch you
sleeping peacefully and how much we would love you that day never came we will never get to hold you
or kiss you as planned we can only wonder what you would have been and what you would have looked
like but we loved you. From the moment i knew about you and to this day sitll love you more than you
will ever no i always think about you and what would have been so while your up in heaven playing
and looking over us please always no how much we wanted you and how we still love you one day we
will meet and untill then i will have to wait till i can hold you in my arms when we do meet again i
will give you a lifes worth of kisses to make up for lost time but for now be good and play untill
that day comes
lots of love mummy and daddy x x x x x x
so ur going to have a little brother or sister
well bean this morning as i went to have my scan i could not stop thinking of the pain i felt losing u and how i would cope if i lost again but today has been mixed feelings i felt guilty on u if all was ok and memorys coming back from when i lost u well the scan went well and ur going to have a brother or sister so mummy is very happy about that but sad in a way that things didnt work out for us but i want u to no mummy will always love u no matter how many brothers of sisters u have ur always be my first baby and will always have a place in my heart mummy loves you loads and always will xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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its been a year
well its been a year now this it when it all went wrong how i think this time last year i was losing u very slowly i still remember the pain like it was yesterday how my heart hurt so much to think u was slipping away from me and even now i miss u so much and and still wish things were diffrent but i no that u must be happy were u are thats why u have sent mummy ur gift and for that i will be greatfull for eva but just because mummy is preg again does not mean i will think of u less but will think of u more coz i no its a gift from u to me and this sad time so in a funny way this very sad time that i lost u u have given me some thing to smlie about if this baby will stay with me then i will tell him /her all about u once they are bigger u will never be a secreat ur a big part of my life and always will be i do miss u tho even more than people know but as i always say our time will come were we will meet and im still saving cuddles for u so u keep playing and look over mummy and i will see you when the time is right
love u very much xxxxxxx
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SWEETDREAMS BABY
GOD,
*.*.*.OPENED
* ...*.*. THE WINDOWS
* * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN.
.*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME
. (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED,
..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
* ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER
* .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR
.. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY?
.* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I
. * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED:
__00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD
_0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE
_0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE
__0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE
___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON
_____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT
_______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS
________0* . * .. ** .. * .*.*READING
. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS
. * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE
* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
* . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO
. * * . * . * *SPECIAL.
GOD BLESS YOU BABY XXX
GOD,
*.*.*.OPENED
* ...*.*. THE WINDOWS
* * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN.
.*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME
. (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED,
..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
* ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER
* .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR
.. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY?
.* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I
. * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED:
__00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD
_0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE
_0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE
__0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE
___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON
_____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT
_______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS
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. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS
. * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE
* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
* . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO
. * * . * . * *SPECIAL.
GOD BLESS YOU BABY XXX
your due date xxx
well today should have been the day when i got to see u but its not going to happen u were the first thing i thought about this morning as normal i wish things could have been diffrent but there not so what can i do not alot just wonder what u would have look like and miss u even more all these things im doing well im missing u loads today will be hard because i will think even more about u and how we would have had a big cuddle and i would have loved and protected you from the moment i had u in my arms im just very sorry you could not be protected in the first place but some one had other plans for me and you and the plan was not for us to be togeather i dont no why but thats the way things go some times life can hit you hard for no reason and god did i get hit hard when i lost you if i had my way then this would never of happened you would be hear now giving me cuddles so i could hold you and just look at you for hours thinking how lovely you are one day we will meet and i will as i have said before will give you a lifes worth of cuddles to make up for lost time and you can tell me about all the things you have been doing up there in heaven untill that day comes i will miss you evey day more and more you will always have a place in my heart thats just there for u and only you will fill it up there is no room there for any one but you
missing you so much my baby bean more than any one would no and loving you so much as always
loys of love mummy
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mummy very sad she should have been meeting u next month and its not going to happen if i could change any thing it would be this coz i want u so so much i would give every thing to have u back i had so many plans for us i just wish i could have u to cuddle i feel like i lost a part of me when i lost u u were going to be my world and its all gone i wish i could tell u how much mummy loves you and how much it hurting me not having you you were going to compleate me and make me hole god i miss you i hope your happy in heaven and no how much i love you i know u have been around to see me so when the day comes that u should have been hear to meet me please just pop down and hug me tight i miss u so much bean and love u loads i always will xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
FOOTPRINTS IN CLOUDS
I SEE SMALL FOOTPRINTS ON THE BEACH
FOOTPRINTS NOW OUT OF REACH
FOOTPRINTS THAT WITH TIME WOULD GROW
THERS NO WAY NOW I"LL EVER KNOW
MAYBE THEY TREAD AMONG BLUE SKY
NO ONE KNOWS THE REASONE WHY
FOOTPRINTS THAT WILL MAKE THERE WAY
TO JOIN WITH MINE SOME DAY
MAYBE, PERHAPS THEN I"LL UNDERSTAND
FOOTPRINTS TOGETHER MADE HAND IN HAND
PERHAPS THOSE FOOTPRINTS MAKE STARS THAT SHINE
GIVING RAYS OF HOPE TO THIS HEART OF MINE
MAYBE ONE DAY, NO ONE KNOWS WHEN
LIKE YOU I"LL UNDERSTAND, UNTILL THEN ...
I THOUGHT OF YOU AND CLOSED MY EYES
AND PRAYED TO GOD TODAY
I ASKED WHAT MAKES A MOTHER
AND I KNOW I HEARD HIM SAY ......
A MOTHER HAS A BABY
THIS WE KNOW IS TRUE
BUT GOD CAN YOU BE A MOTHER
WHEN UR BABY IS NOT WITH YOU?
YES YOU CAN HE REPLIED
WITH CONFIDENCE IN HIS VOICE
I GIVE MANY WOMEN BABIES
WHEN THEY LEAVE IS NOT THERE CHOICE
SOME I SENT FOR A LIFE TIME
AND OTHERS JUST FOR A DAY
AND SOME I SEND TO FEEL YOUR WOUMB
BUT THERES NO NEED TO STAY
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THIS GOD
I WANT MY BABY HERE
HE TOOK A BREATH AND CLEARED HIS THROAT
AND THEN I SAW A TEAR
I WISH I COULD SHOW YOU
WHAT YOUR CHILD IS DOING TODAY
IF YOU COULD SEE YOUR CHILD SMILE
WITH OTHER CHILDREN AND SAY
WE GO TO EARTH TO LEARN OUR LESSONS
OF LOVE AND LIFE AND FEAR
MY MUMMY LOVED ME OH SO MUCH
I GOT TO COME STRAIGHT HERE
I FEEL SO LUCKY TO HAVE A MUM
WHO HAS SO MUCH FOR ME
I LEARNED MY LESSONS VERY QUICKLY
AND MUMMY SET ME FREE
I MISS MY MUMMY OH SO MUCH
BUT I VISIT EVERY DAY
WHEN SHE GOES TO SLEEP
ON HER PILLOW IS WERE I LAY
I STROKE HER HAIR AND KISS HER CHEEK
AND WISPER IN HER EAR
MUMMY DONT BE SAD TODAY
IM YOUR BABY AND IM HEAR
SO YOU SEE MY DEAR SWEET ONE
YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT BLUE
YOUR BABYS ARE HERE IN MY HOME
THEY"LL BE AT HEAVENS GATES WAITING FOR YOU
SO NOW YOU SEE WHAT MAKES A MOTHER
ITS THE FEELING IN YOUR HEART
ITS THE LOVE YOU HAD SO MUCH OF
RIGHT FROM THE VERY START
THOUGH SOME ON EARTH MAY NOT RELIZE YOUR A MOTHER
UNTILL THERE TIME IS DONE
THEY"LL BE UP HERE WITH ME ONE DAY
AND THEYLL KNOW YOU WERE THE BEST ONE
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